I have a cat on me. Anyways, have you ever had those days where you woke up and everything was just wrong. That is basically what happened to me this morning. I feel like crap, hardcore. I'd feel better but I can't just yet. I can't believe all the stupid bullshit that is going on just because they don't like a choice I made. Hell, I am being nice about it. Giving her time to find a new place and shit. Its all just stupid. I don't get how my past or anything like that has anything to do with the fact that she can't live with me anymore. And yeah, I am not staying there right now, but its because I need my space. I need time to cool off and think. Less than one day to think is not enough time to get all of this sorted out in my head. Shit. But that is besides the point, this is blowing up when there is nothing to blow up. And then bringing her into it, when she has nothing to do with my reasoning is just stupid. I will talk to you when I am ready to talk, until then, just leave me and her alone. Is that hard? Apparently. Oh well, I guess I am going to have to settle this before it is really time for it to be settled. I am preparing myself for guilt trips, because I know they are coming. I also know better than to think that I am safe in my own home. I am not as stupid as people think. Let the fun begin.